Cruise Control

It’s been more than a week or so here since my arrival back from home. Do I miss it…surely…all those things I had good and bad…it all can be wrapped up into one word….wonderful . But yeah…here I am to finish off one step of my life for the sake of events to come.

After a week…it sure has been some sort of a struggle to adapt to the cold weather that wea quite beyond my expectations. It turned out true that the winter this year was quite odd compared to the last time. For now…I just have to cope with it while warming up my brain for the upcoming semester.

Speaking of semesters…things have turned out quite…eerrhhmm….eeettooo….normal would it be?or would I say as expected?Anyway….the start of this semester has been according to plan. Luckily I managed to get a sneak preview of my schedules last semester. Therefore I’ve managed to plan my taken units in line and all other things accordingly. However, surprises do come up and most of them came in the form of…..yep…you guessed it….ASSignments….welcome back those aching assignments that are getting harder than ever before.

Nevertheless the hardships that would come forth…I’ve made my resolution. Since it’s my last semester…I would be pretty much naïve and dumb if I were to fall in the same hole twice. Meaning that I’ve decided to start of this semester ata running pace with all the good things from previous ones continued. Being my last…I just want to make my last mark in my life…not just a mere mark…but a memorable mark… in all ways insya Allah.

When I remember this as my last semester…I suddenly remember something this afternoon. I just received a message that a couple of my best friends (finally) were able to past their thesis tests. Despite the fact that it them quite some time to finish it, I’m just plainly delighted by this news. At last, they can move on to another phase of their lives which obviously be more challenging than ever….but hey…that’s life…c’est la vie :D

By looking at this news…it just makes me even more eager to wrap this semester in the best manner possible. Surely there’s gonna be bumps here and there….but I’ve made my mind…this is my last chance to redeem myself of my lost time back then so….there’s no turning back…do this semester as if your gonna die tomorrow…as if there is no second chance for you…and as if…your whole life is on the line….

All I pray is for Allah SWT to give me the strength to face all my life struggles and make a man who is always gratefull for all bounties in this world. . . amin 

Carees of Venus

Standing…seeing you left my legs limp…but you walked me through the start of what I longed for

Words…stuck at my throat for a while…it just melted freely with the soothing of your touch.

Hands…little I kenw those small and cold hads were actually warm enough to keep my heart warm and brighter as days pass.

Shoulders…I hope those small ones be able to support our ties for ages to come my dear

Cheeks…tender enough to make me wanna touch those softness forever.

Regardless of what you are…I yearn and long for that promised time we had together to stay firm and strong on our ties whatever stands between us….

Till that time…all I can do is relive those moments we caressed each of our heads….to soothen the pain of distance between us.

Saigo no...

Breakfast at Perth…lunch at Jakarta….dinner at Surabaya….Be’ol di Malang xP

Huehehehehe…Cuma sekedar pembuka dan pengingat bagaimana aq memulai liburan terkahirku sebagai mahasiswa aja kok :D. Dan tak terasa…bagiku tuk kembali ke Perth…For me…this vacation has many last’s to it…bukan mellow…tapi liburanku berikutnya tentunya tidak bisa lagi kunikmati dengan mindset yg sebebas ini.
Secara keseluruhan….aq bisa mengatakan puas atas liburanku kali ini. Walo tidak selama liburan kemaren, rasanya liburan kali ini bisa terlaksana secara efektif dan efisien. Demi tercapainya hal ini, tentunya aq belajar banyak dari pengalaman2 lalu tuk membuat liburan kali ini lebih bermakna…and…it worked :D

Dengan teman2…walo aq engga bisa menemui semua…tapi dengan yang bisa kutemui…rasanya bener2 nikmat dan lega mengatahui mereka semua baik2 dan sehat2…terutama mereka2 yg sedang berusaha menyelesaikan skripsi, lega mengetahui mereka bisa bener2 mulai giat (walo karena kepepet). Bagi yg lain…it’s good to hear they are also going on with their lives happily ;)

Tapi yang paling membuatku berkesan yakni pertemuanku dengan kekasihku. Walo Cuma 3 minggu…but the memories that were made would live forever. Pertemuanku dengannya…semakin memantapkan segala perasaanku dengannya…baik rasa sayang…rasa cinta dan rasa ingin melindunginya. Dan tentunya engga akan berhenti sampe itu aja….tapi akan menjadi basis bagi hal2 baik yang akan dating bagi kita berdua insya Allah di masa mendatang…demi hubungan kami berdua 

Nilai2ku??Not bad walopun asline engga memenuhi target. Namun demikian…aq tetep merasa bersyukur atas hasil2 yg ada karena jika kuingat kembali semester lalu….sungguh kacau dan bisa mendapatkan hasil seperti sekarang…again…I must consider myself lucky. But then…tetep kedepan engga boleh kuserahkan diriku pada nasib baik belaka….hasil yg baru ini harus kujadikan dasar bagi perbaikan2 demi tercapainya hasil yg lebih baik tuk semester terakhirku di Perth.

Anyway….tomorrow…I’ll be at Perth…to start again my last struggle for the final semester. May Allah SWT give me the strength to face all challenges and hindrances that comes forth to me…and keep me a gracious person towards all things you have gave to me good and bad…amin :)