OOohhh….pekan sunyi kedua dataaannggg…..Ya Allah….akhirnya daku bisa istirahat dari pergumulanku dengan panglima2 assignment yg sungguh telah menguras tenaga dan batinku…Dikala aq harus bisa memanfaatkan ramadhan dengan meningkatkan ibadahku….aku malah lebihs sering mendem nang kamar nggarap tgs….ohh…sungguh merugi aku (.Terutama tuk 2 minggu terakhir….really…aq engga bisa tenang mikir bagaimana harus nyelesein tugas2 itu….1 selesai…1 datang kemudian.
But hey…just enjoy aja break ini…walo dengan kondisi yg bisa dibilang engga kalah mengenaskan…eits…not that bad though….The truth is….walo break…seperti biasa...PR banyak menumpuk….palagi sudah menjelang akhir semester…fiuhhhh…..ooohh…hidupp….sungguh penuh tantangan tiada henti…
Kadang kalo dah gini,....ngiri juga ama teman2q yg ada kelebihan rejeki dan menghabiskan waktu bersama keluarga di tengah2 suasana lebaran ini. It’s my 2nd time having ied here…so things are not as its supposed to be. Satu2nya cara tuk mendapatkan suasana ini hanyalah dengan silahturahim dna anjangsana ke rumah WNI dan muslim2 dri Negara lain disni. Walo g sama kaya d indo…but that’s the least I can do here ;)
Seminggu ya….well…in fact its 10 days for me. Agar bisa memanfaatkan waktu lebih maksimum…kali ini aku mengaturnya agar liburan ini bisa lebih kunikmati secara pribadi…as literally. Tugas2 bagaimanapun tetap harus kukerjain karena emang itulah adanya break ini. Namun demikian porsi refreshingnya aq selipkan. Aq g mau seperti break yg pertama ketika aq terlalu banyak ngerjain tugas. Jadinya malah bikin jenuh setengah mati akhirnya.
An as planned…I did some refreshments of my own. Just personally…as I wouldn’t want to spoil the calm and solitudeness that I’ve quite longed for in my hectic life here. And it did work out somehow. By planning to not think or touch assignments on the first 3-4 days of my break really cleared up my mind when I had to come back to them. Reading articles….manga and watching movies from my HDD….weeeww…it sure did defrag my mind after too much Trojan horses in the name of classes and assignments…
Asides assignments…the only thing I could moan is the fact that I’ll be working extra hours this week. Semua karena ada banyak teman2 ku anak malay yg balik kampong (ooohhh….pengennya daku pulang juga T_T). Luckily….semua main plan refreshingq dah tuntas sejauh ini…so aq g masalah hrs kerja extra. Hanya saja aq jadi harus memanfaatkan waktu luang yg tersisa tuk ngerjain tugas2ku dan belajar….must use the time.
Nevertheless….my life here is like a sunset…my time here is pretty much limited. Asuming all things are not gonna change drastically again, it would mean that these are my final times in Perth. With all I’ve done and experienced here good and bad, I just want to wrap things up neatly and tidily. But by the looks of things in the middle of this semester, gaining the same result like last term would be even quite hard. The best I can do now is to patch things up and do my best. Even though it would cause me to fade myself in the eyes of friends. It’s a risk…especially when you have high aimes for your future….often....pragmatic sacrifices are needed in order to achieve it. May Allah grany me the strength to overcome such poor heart resolutions so that I can gain my goals.
Eniwei…semoga break seminggu ini bisa memulihkan badan dan mentalku yang dah remek lahir batin selama beberapa minggu lalu…just wanna stay low for some time to relieve myself of the mundane matters that’s surrounding me. Wanna keep myself in the shadows for some time and calm myself for the next challenges that awaits me.
Disfrutando de mi tiempo de soledad ….. :)
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